Thursday, May 19, 2016

Remaining an Anglican in Aotearoa/New Zealand?

I am travelling in Europe. Today I am in Prague. I find it difficult to find time to blog about my travel experiences. Perhaps I will post a compilation of my messages and photos sent to friends after I have returned home.

I have found it difficult to blog on church matters ever since the despicable meeting of Primates in January when the Episcopal church was so badly treated. Ever since then, and even before,  I have looked more deeply into my beliefs and generally decided that I have been mistaken for over 60 years.
At about age 7, I made a decision for Christ at a CMS Beach Mission on the South Coast of NSW.
Of course ,having a deeply devout Mother, it was not my first experience of Christianity, it is just my earliest memory of definitely deciding such things for myself.
I now think my life would have been a lot happier if I had not made that choice.
I now consider that the modern church and religion to be one of the greatest hindrances to the development of humanity. I only attend church because I love the ceremony and music of Anglicanism especially Anglo-Catholicism and a few elderly ladies depend on me for transport.

I had some hope things might improve at the NZ General Synod held a few weeks ago but again the conservatives have had their way and any possibility of merely blessing same-sex marriage will not occur for at least 4 years. They bless dogs.
As I regularly state: "The only time I feel a 2nd class citizen in New Zealand is when I enter a Church."

I left Australia and became a New Zealand Citizen and one driving force was the much more enlightened attitudes of New Zealand Society and Government.  I also  considered the church to be more enlightened. However even there, the conservatives manage to keep control. In a post a few years ago I said I felt like throwing coffee over the vicar of St Matthews, Dunedin and was criticised by my then curate because. "He was a brother in Christ" If such people are brothers in Christ, I no longer want to be called a Christian. They can go to Hell (except I no longer believe in an after life)

The only person who gives me some hope at the moment is the current Bishop of Dunedin and I want to draw attention to two recent posts he has made since the Synod ended.

Two More Years  and Pulling Together

I will write more when I have more time. Now I must experience Prague.



1 comment:

Leonardo Ricardo said...

Have a great Prague-gress! How fun for you. I too get disguested with Church. There is so much manipulating (funds and people) and even the peacemakers are starting to sound like overly genuine frauds...what could this be? I am simply tired of listening to nonsense from heterosexuals or anyone else when they start"condsidering" peple like us at all levels of Churchlife...fools in high places and the ABC Justin is a slippery operator followed around by John of York (who never cleans up after Justin but likes to roll around in the mess). Without respect for these men/others (I am not fond of the Bishop of Christ Church either) I too listen to God with my senses capturing beauty and not words of deceit about loving thy neighbor...well, sometimes loving thy neighbor. Silly geese! No more playing pretend! Speaking of my own thoughts on the great beyond...I do believe in going onward beyond death...there is so much power to behold, the unseen kind. Un gran abrazo, Len